Sunday, January 21, 2007
Whyew is this happening to mi~?
already very sad ytd le~? today even worse~? hais. morning wake up though today will be a better day for mi~? wake up first thing i msg her~? den she did't reply till around 12plus where i was playing maple~? den play till around 1plus ching hong call mi ask wanna go check out the pirce of somethings~? went out first thing msg her she did't reply~? hais. kind of sad. den keep thinking whyew she nv reply mi~? i think on the phone with ls~? so nv really go msg her le~? den meet dao ching hong le~? board the train den msg her~? she nv reply again~? i think still on the phone~? went walk walk see pirce~? den went play lan~? around 7 plus msg her~? she reply i am so happy~? finaly my first smile on the face~? but after awhile she stopped. guess wad she on the phone with ls~? hais kind of sad la~? den reach home play maple talk to her~? den she told mi going coolie~? ok den i ask her wanna come ypp~? but she said she at coolie~? ok i asked her she with who~? ls and friends again~? hais guess i really no chance le~? den she told mi to give her up~? but whyew~? that day she told mi someone waiting for me~? my guess is her~? i give her my words le~? but she rejected mi~? whyew cos of ls~? hais den she told mi she like ls~? i was like nth to say tears str8 fall from my eye~? wad should i do~? i really don know wad to do le~? after so long she not even touch~? when she is sad i am there for her~? when she is alone i pei her~? she nid someone to talk to i open my ear and hear~? but whyew now is this happening to mi~? whyew god wanna play mi this way~? hais end up i have to give up~? is this my destiny~?